Wednesday, January 21, 2026
my appetite in hospital
I have no bad memories of food in hospital, indeed the opposite. I feel I was always hungry and almost always finish everythong offered to me.
This again confirms the distinct phases, with good memory in the general ward, and nothing in the specialist ward.
I suppose that I am surprised that I don't remember the transfer to the care home, but that could have been a mixture of bed pressure, certainty that I was recovering, slow clearing of a drug regime.
Anyway I do not remember much about the first few days here, or the last few days there. I do remember trying take control of my rampant hallucinations, and the breakthrough that these tended to arrive early on in any period of awareness. So that I needed to generally ignore lots of stuff until there was evidence of something more concrete. I do not know where I was at that point.
M
